Daily Archives: April 22, 2018

Is it every seven years your cells replace themselves & we are reborn? Numerology says the same more or less, plus or minus your birthday, or I forget… But for me it comes in mood swings or mania or existential depressions that span decades. I’ve been down for a while now but I feel thatContinue reading “Once or Twice”

All the smallbeautiful things I want to share with you in Old blankets And lived-in journal pages… // Good-night, dear- Good, isn’t it? How you just sort of… Fall in love – Don’t you?

Follow the raven, Flow on the wind’s wishes Over telephone wires And the tip-tops of Tree branches budding, Chimes singing up and down Our street in the breeze. (Call me, call me, Up and down the road, Call me, call me, And there we go…)

I don’t know.Which direction to go?“No answer,” has beenMy answer for a long run.An attemptAt staying in the flow,At the mercy ofThe wind’s blow.Abdication of responsibilityIn my non-responsive state.Time to put my root down,Stand firm in all thatI aim to create.

a need to be loved. ever moving toward balance in all things. all the temptations of incarnation in the flesh. my desires for honesty and openness. essentially, the essence of being a human. dark as in base impulses, inborn impulses, the kind of drives coiled deeply into soul while still gestating in the dark womb.Continue reading “dark impulses”

worries grow in wirey strands, silver and grey from my head.

Bad dream Water pouring from the attic I go upstairs to find The intruder is in. Naked but nobody notices The sick man breathing So slowly with rattled breath He cannot take his daily pills. Rummage through drawers For clothes that aren’t mine Pink jeans that look better On me than on her, yes, IContinue reading “Bad Dream”

humblyfreed of thought,having walked in before.and god loves our questions,our psalms to be with kindness,our own death the meaningwe’re living as authors for.

(My patience, My solitude, My privacy, My will To pass through Moments in time, Minute spaces, Unfollowed, Undetected.)

Laughing at the absurdityOf me telling myself toLaugh at the absurdity ofAll the thoughts flyingThrough my mind as IMeditate on the absurdity of meMeditating on my laughing mind,mine, me…