i’ve slowed down
to the point where i’m
actually at a standstill.
truth be told, i’m enjoying
every second of it. but
just the same, it’s something
i need to adjust to. this is
different. i suppose this
difference is the reason
i’ve decided to accept and
embrace what i’ve got going
on. i know i’m so far
behind in life right now,
but perhaps it’s for good
reason. and this is the
fun part: waiting it out to
see for real what the
effects and consequences
and blessings this will have
down the road. very rarely
have i ever felt so content
with who i am and where
i am going, or with the
knowledge that i’m not
really going anywhere
at the moment, and that
sometimes it’s okay.
this might be enough
to get by for now.
que sera, sera.
“time is a formality;
love is reality.”
dispatch
