today has been a day. when does it end?
maybe, for real, i should take a break.
i’m serious. like a heart attack.
i will make it happen now and make the best of what happens then.
the glass is half full. there’s a bit of good in everything,
and once you find it, hold on tight, and you’re all set.
stay gold, ponyboy. stay gold.
this is my new journal. i have so many that aren’t on the computer,
ones in notebooks that i will hide so only i can see what it says.
the world looks better when it’s handwritten.
but i can’t keep hiding forever.
even in this, it is a secluded existence, but,
it’s better than nothing. (or at least that’s what i tell myself.)
funny how there’s a whole big universe out there.
i’ve spent a real long time in this glowing box.
i’m going to think outside of it for a change…
i’ll be here, i’ll be there. if i’m not around, i’m out and about.
sooner or later you’ll find out about it.
patience, my sweet. if i can do it, you can, too.
i have a lot of faith in you; have a little faith in me.